Happiness is a Choice.

Damn sometimes is so hard to choose to be happy! Lately I feel like my life is boring feeling like I have no purpose. I mean trying to be happy when you feel like crap depressed anxious lonely its hard. I wan't something to happen in my life somethings so unbeliveably awsome that it takes my breath away something where I can wake up in the morning and just be excited for the day. I want to choose happiness and most days I do but I just wish it came easily effortlessly