My Top 15 Favorite Songs

 Music is something that seems to shed light on the darkest ominous situations into ones of light and joy, understanding and comfort. I am a lover of all music Classical, Hip Hop, R&B to Show tunes. I don’t think that I could choose just one so I am going to choose my top 15 :) feel free to suggest any on your favorite songs I am always interested in discovering new music.

15. Someone Like You- Adele

14. Dream a Little Dream of Me-Michael Buble

13. I Didn't Know My Own Strength- Whitney Houston

12. Violin Concerto in E Minor, Op. 64: I. Allegro molto appassionato Mendelson

11 .Caress Me Down- Sublime

10. All I Ask of You- Andrew Lloyed Webber

9. Gabriel and The Vagabond- Froy Vance

8. Hallelujah- Jeff Buckley

7. I Just Called to Say I Love You- Stevie Wonder

6. Puke- Emeniem

5. Humoresque No. 7 in G-flat Major, Op. 101- Antonín Dvořák

4. The Girl is Mine- Michael Jackson

3. I Fall to Pieces- Patsy Cline

2. You and I- Lady Gaga

1. My Funny Valentine- Ela Fitzgerald

Kindness is Key

The one thing that I live by everyday of my life is to treat every person I come into contact with like it's their last day on earth I try to treat them with caring and understanding Its difficult don't get me wrong sometimes I get mad at my mom or brother say things I shouldn't I'm no mother Theresa. I try to treat my friends with the upmost respect and dignity. One thing I have learned in my short life is that there are mean people out there vicious ugly people out there. Sometimes they are the ones closest to your best friends.  I always remind myself that god will punish those people and I need to pray for them. But make sure that I never treat anyone the way I have been. Friends come and go family is forever 

Happiness is a Choice.

Damn sometimes is so hard to choose to be happy! Lately I feel like my life is boring feeling like I have no purpose. I mean trying to be happy when you feel like crap depressed anxious lonely its hard. I wan't something to happen in my life somethings so unbeliveably awsome that it takes my breath away something where I can wake up in the morning and just be excited for the day. I want to choose happiness and most days I do but I just wish it came easily effortlessly

Haul Time!!

Here are some items that I bought today so excited because usually I am too poor to buy pretty things. From walmart and ulta

Wet n Wild Megalast in Undercover

Some people think that wet n wild products are lousy but I love them. This is my favorite  brand of nail polish goes on smoothe and shiny no clumping.

Maybelline Baby Lips

I finally tried the Maybelline Baby lips and love it, it kinda reminds me of the EOS lip balm. 

NYX Ultra Pearl Metalica

I put on my brow bone as a highlight and on my lip gloss to make it supper shimmery

I love this better than the lip stain that was like a marker so so much better the color is in smitten and it matches very well with my skin color whoot!!

Maybelline lots of lashes mascara 

Love this I have been used it before I posted this and it made my lashes beautiful lushus and long that the way I like it. The wand is small and is great for your bottom lashes

The Meaning Behind This Blog

Hi Guys!! :) I have thought long and hard about what I want my blog to be about I keep thinking about. I was up late thinking about what beauty stuff to post but there are is so much more to me than that. I just want this blog to be for me teaching myself how to be beautiful on the inside my journey to loving myself and becoming the person I want to be. I love beauty, crafts, music so many more things. I just want a place to connect with people and share my life and what makes me happy. Share the ups and downs of life :)

Meditation Time!! :)

I ocassionally deal with anxiety or stress just like a lot of people around the world one way that helps me cope with it is guided meditaion there are a lot of websites that devote their content to providing free episodes. Here are some websites that I visit

http://www.fragrantheart.com/cms/free-audio-meditations/

http://www.self-compassion.org/guided-self-compassion-meditations-mp3.html

http://www.chopra.com/library/guidedmeditations

Summer 2012

Me my brother Gabe and My Cousins Stepahanie and Philip

My Cousin Andrew is Four years old!! Love me him so so much he had to have a spiderman cake

Visited my grandparent at their cabin in colorado

Stephanie Philip and my baby Louie